For some it a terrifying prospect. It would be better, think they,
if Heaven were above and Hell below—anywhere outside, but not within.
But that comfort has been knocked from under us. There are no places
to go to, either for reward or punishment. The place is always here and now,
in your own person and according to your own fancy. The world is exactly
what you picture it to be, always, every instant. It is impossible to shift
the scenery about and pretend that you will enjoy another, a different act.
The setting is permanent, changing with the mind and heart,
not according to the dictates of an invisible stage director.
You are the author, director and actor all in one: the drama is always going
to be your own life, not some one else’s. A beautiful, terrible, ineluctable drama,
like a suit made of your own skin. Would you want it otherwise?
Could you invent a better drama?
if Heaven were above and Hell below—anywhere outside, but not within.
But that comfort has been knocked from under us. There are no places
to go to, either for reward or punishment. The place is always here and now,
in your own person and according to your own fancy. The world is exactly
what you picture it to be, always, every instant. It is impossible to shift
the scenery about and pretend that you will enjoy another, a different act.
The setting is permanent, changing with the mind and heart,
not according to the dictates of an invisible stage director.
You are the author, director and actor all in one: the drama is always going
to be your own life, not some one else’s. A beautiful, terrible, ineluctable drama,
like a suit made of your own skin. Would you want it otherwise?
Could you invent a better drama?
~ Henry Miller
from Sexus
photo by Christine de Grancy
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