I spend all my morning with the muses;
- and they bless me also in my walks.
Compelled to contemplate a lasting malady,
born with an ardent and lively temperament,
susceptible to the diversions of society,
I was obliged at an early date to isolate myself and live a life of solitude....
For me there can be no recreation in human society, refined conversation,
mutual exchange of thoughts and feelings; only so far as necessity
compels may I give myself to society,—
I must live like an exile.
~ from the Ludwig van Beethoven journals
with thanks to Roderick Maclver
portrait by
Joseph Karl Stieler