Friday, January 24, 2025

it all moves

 
 
 
 

 
 
At night outside it all moves or
almost moves–trees, grass,
touches of wind. The room you have
in the world is ready to change.
Clouds parade by, and stars in their
configurations. Birds from far
touch the fabric around them–you can
feel their wings move. Somewhere under
the earth it waits, that emanation
of all things. It breathes. It pulls you
slowly out through doors or windows
and you spread in the thin halo of night mist.
 
 
 
 
~ William Stafford 



so close






I do not love you as if you were the salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.






~ Pablo Neruda

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Monday, January 20, 2025

caught up in the idea

 





We are a wave appearing on the surface of the ocean.
 The body of a wave does not last very long – 
perhaps only ten to twenty seconds.
 
The wave is subject to beginning and ending,
 to going up and coming down. 

The wave may be caught in the idea that 
‘I am here now and I won’t be here later.’
 And the wave may feel afraid or even angry.
 But the wave also has her ocean body. 
She has come from the ocean, 
and she will go back to the ocean.

 She has both her wave body and her ocean body.
 She is not only a wave; she is also the ocean. 
The wave does not need to look
 for a separate ocean body, 
because she is in this very moment 
both her wave body and her ocean body.

 As soon as the wave can go back to herself
 and touch her true nature,
 which is water,
 then all fear and
 anxiety disappear.




 ~ Thich Nhat Hanh



kindness in Navajo teachings

 





~ Traditional Navajo Teachings



Friday, January 17, 2025

may my heart always be open







may my heart always be open to little
birds who are the secrets of living
whatever they sing is better than to know
and if men should not hear them men are old

may my mind stroll about hungry
and fearless and thirsty and supple
and even if it's sunday may i be wrong
for whenever men are right they are not young

and may myself do nothing usefully
and love yourself so more than truly
there's never been quite such a fool who could fail
pulling all the sky over him with one smile





e.e.cummings
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you know yourself only through the senses and the mind

 





 You know yourself only through the senses and the mind. 
You take yourself to be what they suggest;
 having no direct knowledge of yourself,
 you have mere ideas; all mediocre, 
second-hand, by hearsay.

Whatever you think you are you take it to be true; 
the habit of imagining yourself perceivable and
describable is very strong with you.

I see as you see, hear as you hear, taste as you taste,
 eat as you eat. 
I also feel thirst and hunger.
 When starved or sick,
 my body and mind go weak.

 All this I perceive quite clearly, but somehow I am not in it, 
I feel myself as if floating over it, aloof and detached.

 Even not aloof and detached. 

There is aloofness and detachment as there is thirst and
hunger; there is also the awareness of it all 
and a sense of Immense distance, 
as if the body and the mind and all that happens to them
 were somewhere far out on the horizon. 

I am like a cinema screen -- clear and empty -- 
the pictures pass over it and disappear, 
leaving it as clear and empty as before. 
In no way is the screen affected by the pictures, 
nor are the pictures affected by the screen. 
The screen intercepts and reflects the pictures,
 it does not shape them.
 It has nothing to do with the rolls of films.
 These are as they are, lumps of destiny (prarabdha),
 but not my destiny; the destinies of the people on the screen.




~ from I AM THAT
Dialogues of Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj




Thursday, January 16, 2025

happiness is the very nature of the Self

 





Happiness is the very nature of the Self:
happiness and the Self are not different.

There is no happiness in any object of the world.
We imagine through our ignorance that we
derive happiness from objects. 

When the mind goes out seeking,
it expereinces misery.

In truth, when its desires are fulfilled,
it returns to its own place and enjoys
the happiness that is the Self.




~ Sri Ramana Maharshi
aboriginal art




Wednesday, January 15, 2025

surrendering, lose myself in your loosened hair




 
 
Someday, emerging at last from the violent insight,
let me sing out jubilation and praise to assenting angels.

Let not even one of the clearly-struck hammers of my heart
fail to sound because of a slack, a doubtful,
or a broken string. 

 Let my joyfully streaming face
make me more radiant; let my hidden weeping arise
and blossom.  

How dear you will be to me then, you nights 
of anguish. 

 Why didn't I kneel more deeply to accept you,
inconsolable sisters, and, surrendering, lose myself
in your loosened hair. 

 How we squander our hours of pain.
How we gaze beyond them into the bitter duration
to see if they have an end.

  Though they are really
our winter-enduring foliage,
 our dark evergreen,
one season in our inner year -,
 not only a season
in time -,
 but are place and settlement, 
foundation and soil and home.




~ Rainer Maria Rilke
from Duino Elegies, The Tenth Elegy
translation by stephen mitchell
art by van gogh




in the heart of every creature


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Hidden in the heart of every creature
Exists the Self, subtler that the subtlest,
Greater than the greatest…
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The Self cannot be known through study,
…nor through the intellect,
nor through discourses about it.
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~  Katha Upanishad
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the lost trapper

 





Each time the soprano and the tenor
Kneel and sing to each other,
Somewhere else on stage the baritone
Is about to die.

The Alaskan trapper finds
Blood on his arm, his radio
Dead, and new snow
Falling on the branches.

I don't know why the grasshopper
Doesn't try to wiggle
Out from the bird's claw,
But he doesn't move.

Just forget the idea that
Someone will come and save
You whenever cedars begin
Making that low sound.



~ Robert Bly 
from Talking into the Ear of a Donkey



Tuesday, January 14, 2025

there is a brokenness








There is a brokenness out of which comes the unbroken, 
a shatteredness out of which blooms the unshatterable. 

There is a sorrow beyond grief which leads to joy 
and a fragility out of whose depths emerges strength. 

There is a hollow space too vast for words 
through which we pass with each loss, 
out of whose darkness we are sanctioned into being.
 
There is a cry deeper than all sound 
whose serrated edges cut the heart as we break open 
to the place inside which is unbreakable and whole, 
while learning to sing. 




~ Rashani


beyond myself







When my heart came to rule
in the world of love,
it was freed
from both belief
and from disbelief.

On this journey,
I found the problem
to be myself.

When I went beyond myself,
the pathway finally opened.





Mahsati Ganjavi
translation by David and Sabrineh Fideler

Mahsati Ganjavi lived during the 12th century, born in Ganje, Azerbaijan.
 Her poetry was a strong voice against prejudice and hypocrisy and patriarchy, 
while upholding love -- both human and divine.

She was celebrated at the court of Sultan Sanjar for her rubaiyat (quatrains), 
but later persecuted for her courageous stand against
 overly dogmatic religion and arbitrary male dominance.




Monday, January 13, 2025

gratitude










Learn by little the desire for all things
which perhaps is not desire at all
but undying love which perhaps
is not love at all but gratitude
for the being of all things which
perhaps is not gratitude at all
but the maker's joy in what is made,
the joy in which we come to rest.
 


~ Wendell Berry
from Leavings



Sunday, January 12, 2025

belonging to each other

 





~ Father Greg Boyle




Friday, January 10, 2025

bright but hidden, before and behind, to the right and to the left, above and below







Bright but hidden, 
the Self dwells in the heart.
Everything that moves,
breathes, opens, and closes
Lives in the Self. 

 He is the source of love
And may be known through love
 but not through thought.
He is the goal of life. 
...
In his robe are woven heaven and earth,
Mind and body.  Realize him as the One
Behind the many and stop all vain talk.
He is the bridge from death to deathless life.

Where all the nerves meet like spokes in a wheel,
There he dwells, the One behind the many.
Meditate upon him in the mantram.
May he guide us from death to deathless life!
...
The Lord of Love is before and behind.
He extends to the right and to the left.
He extends above; he extends below.
There is no one here but the Lord of Love.
He alone is; in truth, he alone is.




~ excerpt from The Mundaka Upanishad
translated by Eknath Easwaran
art by Jeff Metal