Tuesday, February 2, 2021

blank postcards




I.
The calendar all booked up, the future unknown.
The cable silently hums some folk song
but lacks a country.  Snow falls in a gray sea.  Shadows
fight out on the dock.

 II.
Halfway through your life, death turns up
and takes your pertinent measurements.  We forget
the visit.  Life goes on. But someone is sewing
the suit in the silence.




~Tomas Transtromer
from The Half-Finished Heaven
translation by robert bly
art by picasso


haikudikter





The presence of God.
In a tunnel of birdsong
a locked gate opens.




~ Tomas Transtromer
excerpt from Haikudikter, The Sorrow Gondola
translations by Michael McGriff and Mikaela Grassl



from the depths of your heart

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art by Odilon Redon, from the British Museum





Psalm 121 
 
I look deep into my heart,
to the core where wisdom arises.
 
Wisdom comes from the Unnamable
...and unifies heaven and earth.
 
The Unnamable is always with you,
shining from the depths of your heart. 




~ A Book of Psalms
 translated and adapted by Stephen Mitchell




when laughing overcomes you

.







Making room in your mind
for life without your mind

closed shut,
allowing all you are

to see you
where you are,

you feel the free light
behind you

is inside you,
sensing Death,

Mind, the Divine,
are all the same.

What's in a name?
Death is the rest.

Open up, give it room,
let it breathe

the fear right out of you;
it is what's left of you,

it is you, free of you,
knowing you

like the truth
you know

when laughing
overcomes you.



~ V.B. Price
from Death Self
photo Bayon temple at Angkor Thom


Monday, February 1, 2021

self as “not the other”

 
 
 
 



The heresy of individualism; thinking oneself
 a completely self-sufficient unit 
and asserting this imaginary “unity” against all others.
 The affirmation of the self as simply “not the other.” 
 
But when you seek to affirm your unity by denying 
that you have anything to do with anyone else, 
by negating everyone else in the universe until you come down to you: 
what is there left to affirm? 
 
Even if there were something to affirm, 
you would have no breath left with which to affirm it.
 
The true way is just the opposite: 
the more I am able to affirm others,
 to say “yes” to them in myself,
 by discovering them in myself and myself in them, 
the more real I am. I am fully real
 if my own heart says yes to everyone.
 
 
 

~ Thomas Merton
from Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander
with thanks to louie, louie
 
 
 

 

Sunday, January 31, 2021

to choose one's attitude

.

We who lived in concentration camps can remember the men who walked through the huts comforting others, giving away their last piece of bread. They may have been few in number, but they offer sufficient proof that everything can be taken from a man but one thing:

 the last of the human freedoms -

 to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances...


~ Victor Frankl

dare







Toss aside your map of the world,
All your beliefs and constructs.
Dare the wild unknown.


Here in this terrifying freedom,
Naked before the universe,
Commune with the One


Who knows everything from the inside:
Invisible power pervading everywhere.
Divine Presence permeating everything.


Breathe tenderly as
The lover of all beings.





~ Vijnana Bhairava Tantra 



the movement of relationship






Daily living is the only field of action available to us. Daily living is the field of relationships, where self-discovery is possible. Self-discovery cannot take place in withdrawal. Even if you wish to look at yourself and get acquainted with the factuality of your inner life, you require the mirror of relationships. The relationships, the movement of relationships, in daily living are the mirror in which the factuality of your psychological structure gets reflected. And in that mirror, you can look at yourself.

It is only in the movement of relationships, of what you call daily living, that you can discover whether there is inner freedom OR you are bound by a number of chains: sensually, verbally, psychologically. Freedom of slavery is possible in the movement of relationships. Away from them, the word freedom has no meaning. The word peace is meaningless if you live in isolation […]

So whether you call it peace, whether you call it freedom, enlightenment – it can occur, it can happen only in the field of relationships which give you the opportunity for direct action. And understanding is the perfume of action. Freedom and peace are the perfume of the movement of relationship.

This is necessary to be clarified because spirituality, religion, spiritual inquiry are unfortunately associated with withdrawal from living. And it seems to me this withdrawal from living, this turning away from the travail of responsibilities, living with people, handling the man-made structures, etc., withdrawing from all that is a denial of inquiry. In withdrawal, in isolation, it’s like a barren field where you cannot grow.

Creativity requires the soil of relationship. The flowering of freedom requires the action and interaction between nature and yourself between non-human species and yourself, between human species and yourself. So one would like to emphasize the necessity of living with people, in society, so that the discovery can take place. Living somewhere in the monastery, in a temple, in an ashram, in the caves of the Himalayas or wherever, thought can project an idea of peace, it can project an idea of transformation, but it’s lifeless.

The friend who is sitting with you has spent months in the cave in the Himalayas, in a student life. Because there was the conditioning around her that you have to go to the Himalayas if you want inner peace, enlightenment [….] And living for months where you wouldn’t see a human being at all. And of course there was what we would call peace, but it was dead. And there was relaxation which had no dynamism. Relaxation to the extent of being sensually numbed….
 
 



Vimala Thakar



past


.
 
 
Each has his past shut in him like the leaves of a book 
known to him by heart and his friends can only read the title.
 
 
 
~ Virginia Woolfe
Painting: The Prisoner, 1878 - Nikolai Alexandrovich Yaroshenko
 
 
 
 

spanish guitar










Vlatko Stefanovski & Miroslav Tadic - Jovano Jovanke
Live in Zagreb 2007


Thursday, January 28, 2021

ourselves and earth








I swear the earth shall surely be complete to him or her who shall be complete,
The earth remains jagged and broken only to him or her who remains jagged and broken.

I swear there is no greatness or power that does not emulate those of the earth,
There can be no theory of any account unless it corroborate the theory of the earth.,
 
No politics, song, religion, behavior, or what not, is of any account, 
unless it compare with the amplitude of the earth,
Unless it face the exactness, vitality, impartiality, rectitude of the earth.




~ Walt Whitman



spiritual rest, inward stillness





The opening of the spiritual eyes is a glowing darkness and rich nothingness... 
It may be called: Purity of soul and spiritual rest, inward stillness 
and peace of conscience, refinement of thought and integrity of soul,
 a lively consciousness of grace and solitude of heart, 
the wakeful sleep of the spouse and the tasting of heavenly joys, 
the ardor of love and brightness of light, 
the entry into contemplation and reformation of feeling...


A real pilgrim going to Jerusalem leaves his house  and land, 
wife and children; he divests himself of all that he possesses 
in order to travel light and without encumbrances. 
 
 Similarly, if you which to be a spiritual pilgrim, you must divest yourself
 of all that you possess; that is, both of good deeds and bad, 
and leave them all behind you.  Recognize your own poverty,
 so that you will not place any confidence in your own work; 
 instead, always be desiring the grace of deeper love, 
and seeking the spiritual presence. 
 
 It you do this, you will be setting your heart wholly
 on reaching Jerusalem, and on nothing else.



~ Walter Hilton (1340-1396)
Hilton wrote the masterpiece The Ladder (or Scale) of Perfection,
 first published in 1494, written in English but also known under its Latin title, Scala Perfectionis.




dark pines and strange rocks remain unknown to those who look for mind with mind



 
 
41
 
The ancients entered mountains in search of the Way
their daily practice revolved around their bodies
they tied heavy stones to their waists to hull rice
they carried their hoes in the rain to plant pines
it goes without saying they moved dirt and rocks
and never stopped hauling firewood and water
the slackers who wear a robe to get food
don't hang around an old Zen monk
 
42
 
Everything's growth depends on old roots
why argue about who's tall or short
the road to success is a tunnel of fire
the door to buddhahood is a wall of ice
my hut sits alone among brambles and weeds
the cloudy Isle of Penglai is a crane's universe
my hair has turned white in the cliffs and gorges
how often have I leaned on a fence rail till dark
 
43
 
I moved to the cliffs in order to practice
I didn't need others to judge my faults
when natures are simple old habits end
when thoughts are pure awareness arises
planting pines and weeding have strengthened my body
reading sutras and sewing have sharpened my sight
the world's anomalies are funny indeed
the refugees of Ch'in are called hermits too
.
44
 
I searched creation without success 
by chance I found this forested peak
my thatched hut pokes through clouds and sky
the moss-slick trail cuts through bamboo
favor and shame arouse the ambitious
I grow old on the stillness of Zen
dark pines and strange rocks remain unknown
to those who look for mind with mind
 
 
 
 
~ Stonehouse
translated by Red Pine
art by Wang Chien
.
note:

43.  In his Peach Blossom Spring, T'ao Yuan-ming tells the story of a group of people fleeing the oppressive rule of the Ch'in dynasty, which unified China in 221 BC.  In the course of their flight, these refugees discovered a hidden valley.  When a fisherman stumbled onto their sanctuary several hundred years later, he found a peaceful farming community.  Eventually the fisherman returned to his own village and told others about his discovery.  But the refugees obliterated the traces he left to mark his route, and their valley was never found again.
 
 
 
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Wednesday, January 27, 2021

perception



 
...perception is the first stage of the conceptualisation process, 
and the two elements -perception and conception -
 form one whole, and that one whole is the mechanism
 whereby we create samsara.
 
What we are required to do is the contrary, 
to lay everything down, to be nothing, to know that we are nothing,
 and thereby leave behind the whole process of conceptualisation. 
 So-doing we cease to be that which we never were, 
are not, and never could be.
 
That, no doubt, is nirvana, ... 
at that moment we are sitting in a state of perfect availability. 
 We re-become integrally that which we always were, 
are, and forever must be.
 
...because THIS can never be thought or spoken, for this,
 being purely non-objective, is in a different "direction of measurement" 
from any conceptual dimension, being the source of all 
dimensionality and phenomenality.
 
 
 
 
 
~ Wei Wu Wei
(All Else is Bondage)
 
 
 

THIS-HERE-NOW






Every time you try to name THIS-HERE-NOW
 you are an eye trying to see itself.  
 
You cannot objectify THIS WHICH-YOU-ARE, 
and that which you can objectify is THAT-WHICH-YOU-ARE-NOT.
 
THIS which is seeking is THAT which is sought, and
THAT which is sought is THIS which is seeking.
 
When Bodhidharma told Hui K'o to bring him his mind
 so that he might tranquillise it, 
and Hui K'o failed to find it, 
 
Bodhidharma said "There you see - I have tranquillised it for you,"
 what then enlightened Hui K'o?  
 
He saw that the sought was the Seeker, 
and that the seeker was the Sought.
 
 
 
~ Wei Wu Wei
(All Else is Bondage)