Friday, April 17, 2020

not difficult








The Great Way is not difficult 
for those who have no preferences. 
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When love and hate are both absent 
everything becomes clear and undisguised. 
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Make the smallest distinction, however 
and heaven and earth are set infinitely apart. 
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If you wish to see the truth 
then hold no opinions for or against anything. 
*
To set up what you like against what you dislike 
is the disease of the mind. 
*
When the deep meaning of things is not understood 
the minds essential peace is disturbed to no avail. 


The Way is perfect like vast space 
where nothing is lacking and nothing is in excess. 
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Indeed, it is due to our choosing to accept or reject 
that we do not see the true nature of things. 
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Live neither in the entanglements of outer things, 
nor in inner feelings of emptiness. 
*
Be serene in the oneness of things 
and such erroneous views will disappear by themselves. 
*
When you try to stop activity to achieve passivity 
your very effort fills you with activity. 
As long as you remain in one extreme or the other 
you will never know Oneness. 




Seng-T’san 

who goes there






midstream halt --
the horseman looks up
at the falling stars



~ H. F. Noyes
 from Haiku Enlightenment: New Expanded Edition 
  by Gabriel Rosenstock




vanishing







Birds vanishing in the sky, the last cloud fades,
sitting together, the mountain and I....
now, only the mountain remains



~~ Li Bai 
 from Haiku Enlightenment: New Expanded Edition 
  by Gabriel Rosenstock 



Thursday, April 16, 2020

in the mirror







‘O look, look in the mirror,
O look in your distress:
Life remains a blessing
Although you cannot bless.

‘O stand, stand at the window
As the tears scald and start;
You shall love your crooked neighbor
With your crooked heart.’

It was late, late in the evening,
The lovers they were gone;
The clocks had ceased their chiming,
And the deep river ran on. 





~ W.H. Auden 




gentleness and great pain




Terri Roberts - Charlie's mother


a gunman barricaded himself inside a one-room Amish schoolhouse 
near Lancaster, Pa. Then he opened fire.

Charles "Charlie" Roberts killed five children and 
injured five others before killing himself.

The Amish community responded in a way that many found surprising:
 They forgave the shooter. And, in the years since, they have grown close to his family.

That week, the Robertses had a private funeral for their son, 
but as they went to the gravesite, they saw as many as 40 Amish start coming 
out from around the side of the graveyard, surrounding them like a crescent.

"Love just emanated from them," Terri says.

Terri finds it especially hard to accept that forgiveness 
when she thinks of one of the survivors, Rosanna.

"Rosanna's the most injured of the survivors," she explains.
 "Her injuries were to her head. She is now 15, still tube-fed and in a wheelchair. 
And she does have seizures, and when it gets to be this time of year,
 as we get closer to the anniversary date, she seizes more. 
And it's certainly not the life that this little girl should have lived."

Terri asked if it would be possible for her to help with Rosanna once a week.
"I read to her, I bathe her, dry her hair," says Terri, who herself is battling cancer.

"I will never forget the devastation caused by my son," says the 65-year-old Terri.
 "But one of the fathers the other night, he said, 'None of us would have ever chosen this.
 But the relationships that we have built through it, you can't put a price on that.' "


 from StoryCorps.org.



Wednesday, April 15, 2020

it was like this





It was like this:
you were happy, then you were sad,
then happy again, then not.

It went on.
You were innocent or you were guilty.
Actions were taken, or not.

At times you spoke, at other times you were silent.
Mostly, it seems you were silent - what could you say?

Now it is almost over.

Like a lover, your life bends down and kisses your life.

It does this not in forgiveness -
between you, there is nothing to forgive -
but with the simple nod of a baker at the moment
he sees the bread is finished with transformation.

Eating too, is a thing now only for others.

It doesn't matter what they will make of you
or your days: they will be wrong,
they will miss the wrong woman, miss the wrong man,
all the stories they tell will be tales of their own invention.

Your story was this: you were happy, then you were sad,
you slept, you awakened.
Sometimes you ate roasted chestnuts, sometimes persimmons.




~ Jane Hirshfield



it takes so long







My hand remembers stroking a sleek bird years ago, 
one which was crouching under my fingers, 
longing for the sky roof on top of the cabin roof, 
the forgiveness high in the air.  

As for me, I have given so many hours to the ecstasy of detail, 
the shadow of the closing door, 
the final syllable of that poem which is already gone, 
looking back over its shoulder.  

Well, well... sometimes in our slow hours a child climbs down into this world.




~ Robert Bly
from Reaching Out to the World -
 New & Selected Prose Poems




Monday, April 13, 2020

the one who knows









~ Jack Kornfield



on the death of his child







Dew Evaporates
And all our world
 is dew...so dear,
So fresh....so fleeting



~  Issa
  from Japanese Haiku
 translation by Peter Beilenson
 
 
 
 




back into the reedbed





Time to ignore sensible advice,
to untie the knots our culture ties us with.

Cut to the quick.
Put cotton in both sentimental ears.

Go back into the reedbed.
Let cane sugar rise again in you.

No rules or daily duties.
Those do not bring the peace of silence.




~ Rumi
translation by Coleman Barks
from Rumi - The Big Red Book



Friday, April 10, 2020

heart mind








~ Ram Dass



joy









~ Ram Dass



Thursday, April 9, 2020

the madman

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You ask me how I became a madman.  It happened thus:  
One day, long before many gods were born,  I woke from a deep sleep
 and found all my masks were stolen, - the seven masks I have fashioned
 and worn in seven lives, - I ran maskless through the crowded streets shouting,
 "Thieves, thieves, and cursed thieves."

Men and women laughed at me and some ran to their houses in fear of me.

And when I reached the market place, a youth standing on a house-top cried,
 "He is a madman."  I looked up to behold him; the sun kissed my own naked face for the first time.  For the first time the sun kissed my own naked face and my soul was inflamed with love for the sun, and I wanted my masks no more.  And as if in a trance I cried, "Blessed, blessed are the thieves who stole my masks."

Thus I became a madman.

And I have found both freedom and safety in my madness;  
the freedom of loneliness and the safety from being understood,
 for those who understand us enslave something in us.

But let me not be too proud of my safety. 
 Even a Thief in jail is safe from another thief.




~ Kahlil Gibran
from The Madman his Parables and Poems
art Ludwig Kirchner







Wednesday, April 8, 2020

who am I










~ Jack Kornfield



 

Tuesday, April 7, 2020

still



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I said I will find what is lowly
and put the roots of my identity
down there:
each day I'll wake up
and find the lowly nearby,
a handy focus and reminder,
a ready measure of my significance,
the voice by which I would be heard,
the wills, the kinds of selfishness
I could
freely adopt as my own:

but though I have looked everywhere,
I can find nothing
to give myself to:
everything is

magnificent with existence, is in
surfeit of glory:
nothing is diminished,
nothing has been diminished for me:

I said what is more lowly than the grass:
ah, underneath,
a ground-crust of dry-burnt moss:
I looked at it closely
and said this can be my habitat: but
nestling in I
found
below the brown exterior
green mechanisms beyond the intellect
awaiting resurrection in rain: so I got up

and ran saying there is nothing lowly in the universe:
I found a beggar:
he had stumps for legs: nobody was paying
him any attention: everybody went on by:
I nestled in and found his life:
there, love shook his body like a devastation:
I said
though I have looked everywhere
I can find nothing lowly
in the universe:

I whirled though transfigurations up and down,
transfigurations of size and shape and place:
.
at one sudden point came still,
stood in wonder:
moss, beggar, weed, tick, pine, self, magnificent
with being!




~ A. R. Ammons

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