Sunday, December 31, 2023

for a new beginning

 








In out-of-the-way places of the heart,
Where your thoughts never think to wander,
This beginning has been quietly forming,
Waiting until you were ready to emerge.

For a long time it has watched your desire,
Feeling the emptiness growing inside you,
Noticing how you willed yourself on,
Still unable to leave what you had outgrown.

It watched you play with the seduction of safety
And the gray promises that sameness whispered,
Heard the waves of turmoil rise and relent,
Wondered would you always live like this.

Then the delight, when your courage kindled,
And out you stepped onto new ground,
Your eyes young again with energy and dream,
A path of plenitude opening before you.

Though your destination is not yet clear
You can trust the promise of this opening;
Unfurl yourself into the grace of beginning
That is at one with your life’s desire.

Awaken your spirit to adventure;
Hold nothing back, learn to find ease in risk;
Soon you will be home in a new rhythm,
For your soul senses the world that awaits you.



~ John O'Donohue

where new beginning might be ripening

 







Perhaps the art of harvesting the secret riches of our lives is best achieved 
when we place profound trust in the act of beginning. 
Risk might be our greatest ally. 
To live a truly creative life, we always need to cast a critical look
 at where we presently are, attempting always to discern 
where we have become stagnant and where new beginning might be ripening.
 There can be no growth if we do not remain open and vulnerable 
to what is new and different. I have never seen anyone take a risk for growth
 that was not rewarded a thousand times over.


There are days when Conamara is wreathed in blue Tuscan light. 
The mountains seem to waver as though they were huge dark ships 
on a distant voyage. I love to climb up into the silence
of these vast autonomous structures. What seems like a pinnacled summit
 from beneath becomes a level plateau when you arrive there.
 Born in a red explosion of ascending fire, the granite lies cold, 
barely marked by the millions of years of rain and wind. 
On this primeval ground I feel I have entered into a pristine permanence,
 a continuity here that knew the wind hundreds of millions of years
 before a human face ever felt it.

When we arrive into the world, we enter this ancient sequence. 
All our beginnings happen within this continuity. 
Beginnings often frighten us because they seem like lonely voyages
 into the unknown. Yet, in truth, no beginning is empty or isolated. 
We seem to think that beginning is setting out from a lonely point
 along some line of direction into the unknown. This is not the case. 
Shelter and energy come alive when a beginning is embraced… 
We are never as alone in our beginnings as it might seem at the time.
 A beginning is ultimately an invitation to open toward the gifts and growth 
that are stored up for us. 
To refuse to begin can be an act of great self-neglect.

Our very life here depends directly on continuous acts of beginning.



~ John O'Donohue



Friday, December 29, 2023

the true love

 









There is a faith in loving fiercely
the one who is rightfully yours,
especially if you have
waited years and especially
if part of you never believed
you could deserve this
loved and beckoning hand
held out to you this way.

I am thinking of faith now
and the testaments of loneliness
and what we feel we are
worthy of in this world.

Years ago in the Hebrides,
I remember an old man
who walked every morning
on the grey stones
to the shore of baying seals,
who would press his hat
to his chest in the blustering
salt wind and say his prayer
to the turbulent Jesus
hidden in the water,

and I think of the story
of the storm and everyone
waking and seeing
the distant
yet familiar figure
far across the water
calling to them

and how we are all
preparing for that
abrupt waking,
and that calling,
and that moment
we have to say yes,
except it will
not come so grandly
so Biblically
but more subtly
and intimately in the face
of the one you know
you have to love

so that when
we finally step out of the boat
toward them, we find
everything holds
us, and everything confirms
our courage, and if you wanted
to drown you could,
but you don’t
because finally
after all this struggle
and all these years
you simply don’t want to
any more
you’ve simply had enough
of drowning
and you want to live and you
want to love and you will
walk across any territory
and any darkness
however fluid and however
dangerous to take the
one hand you know
belongs in yours.




~ David Whyte
from The House of Belonging




Thursday, December 21, 2023

To learn from animal being

 






Nearer to the earth's heart, 
Deeper within its silence:
Animals know this world
In a way we never will.

We who are ever
Distanced and distracted
By the parade of bright
Windows thought opens;
Their seamless presence
Is not fractured thus.

Stranded between time
Gone and time emerging,
We manage seldom
To be where we are:
Whereas they are always
Looking our from
The here and now.

May we learn to return 
And rest in the beauty
Of animal being,
Learn to lean low,
Leave our locked minds,
And with freed senses
Feel the earth
Breathing with us.

May we enter 
Into lightness of spirit,
And slip frequently into
The feel of the wild.

Let the clear silence 
Of our animal being
Cleanse our hearts
Of corrosive words.

May we learn to walk
Upon the earth
With all their confidence
And clear-eyed stillness
So that our minds
Might be baptized
In the name of the wind
And the light and the rain.




~ John O'Donohue
from To Bless the Space Between Us




Wednesday, December 20, 2023

at ease

 








The more that we’re at ease, the more we’re willing to open up a bit.
 When our attitude is not oriented exclusively around ‘me’ 
we experience a greater readiness to share. 

There is a sense of wanting all our friends to be at ease 
that gradually expands to encompass the whole population around us, 
the whole region. 

This being at ease with ourselves, accepting, 
or having a certain affection for our own state of being, 
can be steadily expanded to include others. 

This is the true beginning of meditation practice. 


~ Tsoknyi Rinpoche
from Fearless Simplicity: 
The Dzogchen Way of Living Freely in a Complex World




benefits for others

 








The only source of every kind of benefit for others
 is awareness of our own condition.  
When we know how to help ourselves,
 and how to work with our own situation…

our feelings of compassion arise spontaneously, 
without the need to hold ourselves to the rules of behavior
 of any religious doctrine.    



~ Nyoshul Khen Rinpoche 




Sunday, December 17, 2023

Caring for Each Other and Our World - Jack Kornfield's Dec 2023 Community Talk

 








~ Jack Kornfield